Eavesdroppings

When I remember the conversation (and I do, often, the words tap, tap, tapping on the inside of my skull in dull mesmerization: "When you hear the word 'homo', you will experience a stiffening in your jeans."), it is asif I am there sitting at the same table, across from him, face to face, mano y mano, man on man, eyes plunging into eyes, the whole world opening up between us.... red, hot, and sticky...

but its NOT hell.

.....


Against what context do you judge me?  Why are the biases of a specific place and a specific time to be valuated over any other

But there was a time before intentionality.

Meaning?

Meaning that the imagined past all falls between pillar and post.  Each year, each event either stands  on the side of innocence or knowledge.

Yes, the guttural place of origins wherein instinct and desire were in full copulation, begetting memes to beget memes, to beget the next mega-meme that--projecting metaphor with semaphore--might very well be a kind salvation for the ape."

Your journal?

(the shy bobbing of his head)

Narcissus with a missing gene?

Just a tad damaged.

Just a homo.